welcoming 21, hehe

Hello, my dear fellas. It's almost 9 pm here. Well, I had PORANTI today in Sekar Futsal Club. PORANTI is like... errr... you know you and your friends in campus held fun sport session in a week. It is followed by our juniors and seniors in the same department, yes yes English Department. This year, we become the host or committee for PORANTI. It's so fun to have such an occasion. I'm so proud to be a part of this program. :)

Well, we from year 2010, so far get the first place in Tug of War championship for girl and boy category and the newest achievement we got the first place in Girls Futsal. Hehehe I must be on that team today, but seems I didn't have to do it, tho. My friends are strong enough to cover 2012-team's attacks. They were a bit difficult to defeat. :D

Anyway, you are doing great, Guys! :)

Hehehe it's October 31st, right? You know, tomorrow will be my day. I hope so. Hahaha :p

Ugh, I have to take a bath now. Hahaha yeah, I haven't done it since this morning! Okay, wish us luck for our basket final tomorrow. We'll get that "Juara Umum" predicate! Yes, it should be! AMEN.

See you around, folks. Be good. :)

one point 5

Hi, hi, Fellas. Long time no see. See you guys again in this October. Well, November will come in no time and it's gonna be my month. Yeeeeeeaaaayyyy!!! *smirk*

Okay, okay, off of this topic. Now, I want to tell you guys about my 26th-day-in-every-month. So, two days ago I had my relationship for one and a half year. Yeeeaaahhh! Hahahahaha I'm so happy that I could fly!

Yep, I don't want to be that 'alay' creature or couple since I, ALWAYS, celebrate my monthly anniversary in 26. Yet, it always be our routine and we can't stop! No, that's our ritual. Even we often don't have a proper celebration and it's not always at the exact date. We can just chill out at date 27 or 28. It's just 'monthly anniversary', not a big deal. And why I always do this kind of thing every month, cause I need to 'evaluate' what we've been through. What we've done. What we've felt each other. We have to talk about this and criticize each other if necessary. We are not that kinda romantic couple, though. Nooo, we're just like brother and sister sometimes, best friend, silly couple (most time), well...

We might meet everyday, 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, always be together anytime anywhere. However, we'll spare a special time to our own. Just the two of us. Talking about us now and then, even we talk about the others. :D

My dear folks, it's midnight here. I'll see you guys later here. Keep subscribing. Be good! Gutten Nacht. :)

Sunday morning rain is not falling

Hello, hiiiiii. Pfffttt, it's Sunday anyway. Sunday morning exactly. I don't know what I'm thinking about, but I just want to type something here. Well, my room is back to normal, although there still ashes or dirt in particular place. I just changed my bed cover and it's strawberry on it. :D

By the way, I'm going to be 21 soon. Heheheheh that's not the point though. I remembered someone ever said that maturity comes when you are 21 years old. I don't know, since here in Indonesia 17 years old can be considered that you are mature enough to decide your own future. I think it depends on the actor who does it whether they want to do it now or later. Honestly, I haven't decided my future yet. Yep, I don't have a certain goal for my life. What I want to be in the future or where I have to go to make my life better. I don't know what I have to be...

Pathetic.

I think many or even most of people around the world still can't imagine what they want to be in the future. Soon, when I graduate from this Uni, I want to have a job. Anything. I want to have my own salary and fulfill my own needs, etc. Simple as it is. Yet, actually I'm scared of what happens next, I'm not ready yet for it. Hhh, I also haven't found a good topic for my thesis. Aaarrghhh, @#$%^&!

My boy and I are still wondering what we will do after graduation. He said, he wants to get a job, a proper job with a good salary. If it is possible, I want to take S2. It may take 5 or 6 years and we'll marry. Hehehe ameeen. But only God know what will happen in the future. We human just could prepare and plan what best for us.

I must be out of mind or something. Please, Nying. It's Sunday. It's morning. It's 10:05! Go back to your bed and arrange your future!
 

Okay, off of this topic, we'll talk again later. Happy weekend. :)

almost vanished by the fiiiiire *doo bee doo bee doo bee doo bee doo*

Waaaks, hello bloggers. Long time no see :D

It happened approximately thirteen hours ago, rainy outside, totally blackout, hot air, panicked, nervous, lalala yeyeye. -_-

I only had candles in my room when the blackout occurred. Well, this is sooo yesterday but I have no choice. I don't really like being in a dark room, rainy, the temperature is raising, in this such situation. I. Really. Hate. This. Really.

So, I burned two candles and placed them in a plastic bowl and I filled a little water in it. One was succeed, but the other was failed. The bowl was wet and I couldn't dry it by any utensils around me. So, I just placed it on the top of a plastic candy jar. The one in the plastic bowl started to melt away and gone. The other one still was survive, but it was just about 5 cm long. 'Oh, it won't be long. I'll prepare another one and burn it,' my brain said.

And, fuck.

I fell asleep.

Feeling so exhausted, torridity, panicked, nervous, scared, etc etc. Previously, I put the candles on the table. The table is made from wood and I leave a 5-cm-long burning candle on it aaaaand I overslept. Guess what happened next? Yes, yes, the table is BUUUUURRRNNNEEEDDD!

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKKKKKKKKKKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh. God. Why?

It's relieved that it burned a little part of the table top, not the whole thing. This is so kampret and I could just put out the fire using anythings around my hands. I hit it with plastic fan, pour it with water from the plastic bowl. Yeah, the fire started to go out and I covered the burned area with sajadah. :|

I just reach everything near me and put on the fire. I'm totally panicked and nervous. If only you guys could hear my heartbeat. It was rushing. Good thing the fire is gone, although I have to let my sajadah go. Well, it's the saddest thing, though...

I only relied the light from my cellphone to clean things and cover it. The ashes, burned things (my bracelets, my two bottles of nail polish, everything I cherish more :'(), the newspaper, plastic things around the burned area, even my tosca purse were thrown away. Yes, I have to do this, because those things are burned. Thank God, the money is saved, so I can continue my life here. Poor thing, the motorcycle keys of Apin's and my boy's and the STNK of Apin's motorcycle are burned. Not the whole area, it just a little part of its corner. I must be so careless, sloppy, yeah whatever it is. Now, I have to find a good answer if Apin asks later why her things are burned. Help me! :'(

I won't use the little candle in a short time I guess. Ummm, may be a big one with a sturdy base and I place it on an anti-burned mat. I should buy one as soon as possible, considering I can't afford the emergency lamp which can be charged and used when the blackout is occurred. Rainy season is coming, blackout will come often. I should prepare one though. :)

Well, wish me luck. It does make me cautious. Be careful with burning things, fire, candles, whatever they are. Don't leave it alone and you must be 100000000% awake to make sure if the burning candle almost runs out. I've cleaned the mess last night, at that time. Mop the floor once the power is on. Ugh, my room was totally messy. Ashes everywhere, the ceiling is covered with spiderweb and ashes, burned smell everywhere, burned smoke, aaaaaarrrrrrrrrrgggggggghhhhhhhhhh totally fucked! :|

The post is untidy, swearing, ah I'm depressed, but I'm okay. Oh what I'm thinking about... Well, be good, Fellas. Always be alert and 100% awake for every situation.

See you around. :)

I got nothing but love to give :D

Hehehe hello, Fellas. I'm listening to Far East Movement featuring Cover Drive's song now. You know, that "Turn Up the Love" song. Very easy listening, I love the song from the first time I saw the video clip on TV. Very cool! :D

Well, I'm no longer in a state where I always feel guilty towards my high school best friend. Yes yes, that person who I tell you in the previous post. You know, best friend never ends! Just talk to them what you really feel, no worries, no guilty feelings, no boundaries, no problems. Happily ever after, amen. :)

By the way, this is my first post in October, right? Hahaha where have I been? Sorry, I don't have enough time to update this blog, since there are so many presentations and their friends which I have to conduct it. Today, I (think) am successfully presenting my task, with my friends of course, in Pranata Masyarakat Inggris dan Amerika class. Although, I'm not really good in presenting a material and still have the handout in my hands and read it, in front of the class. Horrible! However, I still can handle the presentation, well, a little nervous here and there though. It's a big success. My lecturer says it was good, although it takes a long time to present all the materials. Hehehe good thing it all ends with a good mark. *winking* *winking* *winking*

Today also, I have PLU test with Culayla, one of my partners in Pranata presentation. The test is actually easy, super easy. But what on earth, how could I not bring my notes from my third semester when I first time I take the subject??? HOW COULD I? I have my answers wrong two numbers in matching number test. WHAT? What the heck! -_-

I have two, eeerrr actually one and a half meetings with my friends in the afternoon, after I took the exam. Well, this is a super tired day. Gotta reply my friend soon. Wish me luck for my Media presentation tomorrow. See you around, Fellas. MWAH! ;)