Sunday morning rain is not falling

Hello, hiiiiii. Pfffttt, it's Sunday anyway. Sunday morning exactly. I don't know what I'm thinking about, but I just want to type something here. Well, my room is back to normal, although there still ashes or dirt in particular place. I just changed my bed cover and it's strawberry on it. :D

By the way, I'm going to be 21 soon. Heheheheh that's not the point though. I remembered someone ever said that maturity comes when you are 21 years old. I don't know, since here in Indonesia 17 years old can be considered that you are mature enough to decide your own future. I think it depends on the actor who does it whether they want to do it now or later. Honestly, I haven't decided my future yet. Yep, I don't have a certain goal for my life. What I want to be in the future or where I have to go to make my life better. I don't know what I have to be...

Pathetic.

I think many or even most of people around the world still can't imagine what they want to be in the future. Soon, when I graduate from this Uni, I want to have a job. Anything. I want to have my own salary and fulfill my own needs, etc. Simple as it is. Yet, actually I'm scared of what happens next, I'm not ready yet for it. Hhh, I also haven't found a good topic for my thesis. Aaarrghhh, @#$%^&!

My boy and I are still wondering what we will do after graduation. He said, he wants to get a job, a proper job with a good salary. If it is possible, I want to take S2. It may take 5 or 6 years and we'll marry. Hehehe ameeen. But only God know what will happen in the future. We human just could prepare and plan what best for us.

I must be out of mind or something. Please, Nying. It's Sunday. It's morning. It's 10:05! Go back to your bed and arrange your future!
 

Okay, off of this topic, we'll talk again later. Happy weekend. :)